The Hidden Geek

When I'm low in spirit A voice comes to me in the creeping pain It speaks words of lies And it speaks false things "Look at the world" it whispers softly "Look at her and him and them. Look at their blessing and what God's given them. You told me your waiting on the Lord, But where is your blessings? You said you kept yourself pure But where is your reward? You said that waiting is your sacrifice to God But why isn't he answering? Your friends are married Younger and older Your neice will probably be next  But what about yours? Where's your spouse? Why isn't he coming? Your getting old. Maybe you trust on God for nothing. Maybe he's not coming And it was all a lie Maybe you did something To mess everything up. What if God doesn't care? Why is he testing and blessing others? Others know God's will Others know their talents But you hop from home To home Living with your parents or sister You dont have your own home Or your own family either ...

Staying calm in the storm It's something people have said It's something we are taught by others Saying you need to know God is in the storm But to stay calm in the storm isn't exactly what you think It's not about blindly staying calm when chaos erupts It's much more than that Staying calm in the storm is more about knowing Knowing God is in the storm and also controlling it It's about knowing that God won't allow the storm to do more then it was allowed And sometimes It's about the fact that God prepared you for the storm It's how He showed you the storm Before the storm even came How He showed you the puzzle pieces before fixing the puzzle He shared with you the events before the events unfolded He prepared you not to panic when everything seems to be slipping How He taught you to be aware of what will come but maybe not when God shows His people the future He shows them how things will be He reminds them that it will happen But not only does He d...

My soul yearns My eyes water I thirst for you I hunger for more Complete me Lord Take control Mold me Like clay to a pot Make use of my life Make my spirit rejoice Clean me like silver So I reflect your image Sharpen me like a sword So I slice through my worries Harden me like diamonds So my strength comes from you I yearn, I cry My soul is weary My spirit is chasing Chasing to be near you Hold me close Cover me under your wings Give rest to my soul Give peace to my spirit Cloth me in your righteousness Your blood has purchased me I long to be used Open my eyes to your love Straighten my road So my foundation will be true I seek and shall find Your presence is by my side Carry me home When my journey is done My Saviour, my true Love A bride I shall be When my time has come

Joy, love, and peace in me The world in chaos but my peace will remain I know the earth is burning but my focus stays It stays on your word, it stays in your hands Your holding me tight, taking my worries away I'm wrapped in your arms, your breath in me You tell me to wait, you tell me to pray The worries leave and your presence appears Keep my heart pure and keep my mind clear So I keep seeking you till the day that I leave I'm a traveler here, my home is elsewhere I'm just here to bring your kingdom to reign The Lord is my Shephard, he guides through the night The darkness will flee when your by my side My nights will be peaceful My days will be bright My suffering can't compare to the pain you took of mine My sins you forgave, by blood I was cleansed No longer a sinner but a Saint in your name Rejoice with me friends, rejoice for the Lord He saved me from sin and save you he shall He is merciful and pure, clean as can be The judge of the world and my king he shall be

Lies have been told Suffering has taken hold Secrets created Evil is present The world in turmoil  The people confused Leaders have fallen The evil arises  When is enough? The people will perish The Lord will come soon But who will fight for him? Stand and await The light will shine through The clouds will be parted The fight will come soon We are the warriors We will stand through Prepare your sharp swords Sharpen the truth Wake up and dress up The armor of truth The shield for the war The shoes will guide you Our Lord has finished Praise God for his salvation All arise in one unity This world will soon parish 

We make mistakes We carry our faults We hate, we yell, we scream We push and shove We curse each other Even saying "you can't do it. You won't make it" It's still cursing. We take what we want And say what we want We make sure we have enough first Before giving to others We fight all the time We feel sorry for ourselves Even though the world Is crashing all around us How can we So broken and violent And hateful and slothful Ever demand so much from others? We don't have the right To just take and take And rarely give We cry and ask "Where is God?" "Why won't he listen?" "Why doesn't he do something?" "And why does he let all this stuff go on?" The truth is We push him away We keep pushing And demand our way And then wonder why he's gone The world he created Doesn't even want him Then it wonders where he's at It wonders Where he went Or if he even exists How do we expect someone to stay In a place we d...